Cold

It's a cold world

and

you will never know

how warm you keep me.

Loved

Why is it so hard to believe?

You are Beautiful

and

deserve to be loved <3

Distance

Sometimes the distance from me to you, is much more then I can bear.

Fire

I search for you

in a dream

in a cloud

in a song

in a memory

where do I find you

in strangers

in their eyes

and

their smiles

into the depths of their souls

always

hiding away

dancing

like angels

on fire.

Accomplishment

To make work in the face of a void,

to gain form,

the highest sort,

identity,

accomplishment,

inner freedom,

peace.

The Beach

The wind blew in our hair

the sound of the water hitting the sand

felt so soothing

in a way

only described

through sensation

the stillness

that isn't there

brings peace.

The trees move,

the wind blows,

the water crashes

all of it

brings us to life

once again.

Pink

Can't you see your killing me.

Willow

Weeping whispers lightly

things unheard

swaying wind

that

when you close your eyes you can feel

reminders of a life left behind

you can still see it

and feel it

even smell the air

as it smelled back then

whispering soft

a memory

held

forever

DC

She waited so long

but now

she dances with him

once again.

R.I.P GMA DC

01/12/11

Clear

Clear air

shattered

beneath

cold feet

wisdom

beyond everything.

Noise

and silence

heart pounding

racing

time

for freedom

of self

nonsense.

Remembering

When you think of me I hope you remember a smile or a laugh we shared. The last time we kissed goodbye. My eyes trying to peak a glimpse into your soul. The times you unsuccessfully tried to push me away not really wanting to anyway. Yes I hope these are the things you think about when you remember me. Because these are all the things I think about when I remember you.

Dorothy

Silver hair and frail. Deep breathes in and out. Painful it seemed but we were fooled. For she slept deeply in her mind where she no longer felt pain. We wondered could she hear our voices still...or was she already dancing with the angels?

Lifetime

To you it was just a second, a minute, a day, an hour. Perhaps a couple of uneventful days massed together in a cloudy haze. But for me you see it was a lifetime.

Spinning

spun around

and around

without stopping

to the ground

dreamless

dreams

of something

so strange

I can't breathe.

Peace

I came to you

for peace

and for change

to clear my mind

and my soul

to leave my heart behind

and you gave me

love

and anger

and passion

you gave me heart

will

and perception.

But also

great sadness

I hold

forever.

Sisters

We played the same song

danced the same dance

we became friends

shared secrets

and told lies

together.

We cried till we could cry no more

we laughed till we had tears

we faught

we made up

we had babies

had our hearts broken into a million pieces

we healed

together.

We fought hard

not for ourselves

but for each other

through unthinkable things

unspeakable things

we grew weak

but then got strong

we loved

and we lost

we hated

and moved on

we grew apart

and grew back together again

we moved away

or stayed behind

we mourned the miles apart

together.

We felt lost

and alone

we missed

our souls now intertwined

for we became sisters

together.

Dream

A dream

where I can see

a face,

I can smell,

you,

but not for long,

because

when I wake up

it's only a distant memory.

Scattered pieces

perhaps,

of things,

I'm not sure of,

things,

I don't recognize,

were they real?

Dreamless,

dreams

of something so strange,

that

I can't breathe.